Hi

it's been a while since i'm not posting any posts

i have so many untold story that i would like to post but that will take a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time

so now i'm gonna post another random thing that i've found on tumblr 

here you go! xx

Bold what’s true about you

I am under 18. 
I am a cuddler. (i think i only enjoy cuddle my bf lol)
I am a morning person. 
I am an only child.
I am currently in my pajamas.
I am currently pregnant.
I am left handed.
l am right handed.
I am ambidextrous.
I am a little shy around the opposite sex.
I bite my nails.
I can be paranoid at times.
I enjoy folk music.
I enjoy smoothies.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I have a car.
I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
I have a hidden talent.
I have a pet.
I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
I have all my grandparents.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have or had broken a bone.
I have caller I.D. on my phone.
I have bathed someone.
I have changed a diaper.
I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have had major/minor surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have mood swings.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have rejected someone before.
I like the taste of blood. 
I love Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping. (CERTAINLY.)
I love to shop. (i mean, who doesn't?)
I own 100 CDs or more.
I own and use a library card.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I am wearing socks.
I am tired. (like, all the time)
I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.
I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.

I have/had:
Finished college.
Smoked cigarettes.
Ridden every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a concert.
Helped someone.
Spun turn tables.
Watched four movies in one night.
Been broken up with.Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced. 
Cried yourself to sleep. 
Spent over $200 in one day.
Cheated on someone. 
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Skipped school.
Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library. 
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies. (in one night)
Fired a gun.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Attempted suicide.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have. (OMG YES I DO IT EVERYTIME)
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Had more than 5 online conversations going at once.
Had a hamster.
Dyed your hair.
Had something pierced.
Gotten straight A’s.
Been handcuffed.

My hair is naturally the color:
Light brown
Medium brown
Dark brown
Blond
Black
Dirty blond
Strawberry blond
Multicolored
Red

My eyes are:
Brown
Dark Brown
Blue
Green
Hazel 
Light brown

People sometimes label me as:
Slut
Boyish
Colorful
Ugly
Nerd
Other 

Some of my biggest fears are:
Spiders
Slimy things
Dying
Doctor/Dentist appointments
Hospitals 
Needles
Disease
The dark
Heights
Small spaces
Oceans/large bodies of water
Large animals
Small animals 
Open spaces
Lightning
Tornadoes
Clustered holes
Bodily fluids
Corpses

I have:
A friend with benefits
A laptop in my room
A television in my room
Good grades
My own car
Parents who are still married
A dog
A cat
A game console

highschool, be nice

halooo. tanggal 13 juli kemaren gue udah mulai masuk sma loh, yay! (or nay?) semoga sma baik baik aja ya... dapet banyak temen deket, yang buruk buruk di smp gausah keulang plis:( btw udah peweeeeee banget sama kelas yang sekarang, X-4. tapii besok mau diacak lagii:( huhuhuhuh semoga gue dapet X IPS-1 ya O:)
sekarang gue mau ceritain tentang X-4 ajadeh. X-4 anaknya gila gila, kalo gaada guru yang masuk pasti foto foto WKWK. kemaren aja pas lagi psikotest kita malah foto foto..... kemaren aja pas lagi psikotest kita malah foto foto....:"") ♥

(JUNIOR) HIGH SCHOOL NEVER ENDS

HAAIIII!! kemaren gue abis di wisuda looh di klub kelapa gading......... jadi status gue sekarang adalah alumni labschool yang belom mendapatkan sma. bukan, status gue bukan jomblo kok hehe tenang aja. tanggal 9 juni 2013 itu acara terakhir LZDG yaangg gabakal gue lupain, one of 1000000000000000000001 memories with LZDG. sekolah mana lagi sih yang pas gurunya lagi perform di panggung, nyanyi firework terus panggungnya dibajak sama anak anak seangkatan?:') 

pembajakan

9bulan 10 hari<3

terus, tanggal 23 mei 2013 farewell LZDG. namanya Junior High School Never Ends. kita mulai jam 8 pagi sampe jam setengah 7 malem. ada RAN looh dan ada DJ yang ganteng tapi gue lupa namanya. kan RAN ngelempar kaos gitu yaa terus yang dapet dini cobaa ish that should be me:( btw gue perform looh gue mainin cups gitu kayak yang di pitch perfect keren gasiih

++my teachers video (click it): Perform Guru SMP Labschool Jakarta 2013

pokoknya sayang banget deh sama laforza degalavi. undescribable banget<3 thanks for the 3 years, thanks for the memories. kalo kata derzia graphic house sih... 'This is a moments, our memories.' ketawa nangis dimarahin berenang bareng bareng. udah ngerasain banyak manis pahit sama lzdg. makasih buat acara acaranya yang selalu sukses. makasih buat MG, 6ikan, gemblay, bexclafalent, dividacrazesto, 9bulan 10hari, pokoknya buat semua yang selama 3 tahun ini selalu ada di sisi gue kalo seneng ataupun sedih. kita masuk bareng bareng, keluar bareng bareng. sukses ya kalian di SMA nya, dapet SMA yang kalian mau:') i love you alll<3

10 Juli 2010-9 Juni 2013♥

credits to: Ajie, Tace, Ghitha

freedom

haaii long time no write. btw ini udah 2013 looh happy new year!!!*telat* lot of things happen this year. kayak, misalnya januari gue abis yearbook photoshoot dan 15 februari abis last run bareng Laforza Degalavi. time flies so fast...... 3 tahun itu ternyata cepet banget loh.

9b yearbook photoshoot! semoga hasilnya bagus ya.....

daaan tahun ini gue 14 tahun looh!! iya, 14 tahun!!! 4 februari, semoga kita bisa ketemu tahun depan ya:')

kemaren gue abis un, un-nya sih rada rada gampang susah. ibaratnya kayak gue pdkt sama orang 3 tahun terus jadian 4 hari dan digantungin kurang lebih 2 bulan. doain aja ya semoga hasilnya memuaskan, nem gue diatas 38,50 dan diterima di SMAN 68 JAKARTA pada tahun ajaran 2013/2014 AMIIINN!!! semoga target angkatan tercapai, anak anak LZDG masuk di sma yang diinginkan dan SOAL IPA DIANULIR. woy un apaan tuh kaya gitu??? rasanya pengen bakar rumah yang bikin soalnya, terus nanti ada csi yang dateng nyelidikin gue. oke itu ngelantur tapi it makes no sense okay MASA SOAL UN KELUAR DARI SKL????

abis un, udah ga ada kegiatan apa apa lagi di sekolah. yaah, walaupun seneng libur, tapi tetep kangen temen temen juga. kangen 9b, kangen laforzadegalavi, kangen MG, kangen guru guru, kangen dia

bayangin, sebulan libur mau ngapain cobaa... kan gak setiap hari boleh jalan. kemaren aja abis jalan terus hari ini minta jalan lagi gaboleh. ohiya, kemaren gue NONTON IRON MAN 3 loh. gak kok, gak sendirian. sama temen. ini keren banget, gue gapernah nonton iron man pertama dan kedua, tiba tiba langsung nonton iron man 3 dan langsung ngerti. keren banget gak sih??

oke segitu dulu btw ini yang akan terjadi di kamar gue selama 1 bulan ke depan:

dan begitu masuk sekolah badan gue jadi kayak mereka:

♥

"something's gotta change, things can't stay the same"

hai. di post kali ini gue mau galau...gapapa kan ya? \ ga kerasa ya, kayaknya baru kemaren nulis post-an tentang "BEXCLAFALENT" eh taunya tahun depan gue udah mau lulus aja. doain ya, tahun depan, nama gue yang bakal di pajang di yang deket ruang piket itu, yang "nilai un tertinggi" itu.

jadi ceritanya kan kemaren udah lama gue abis uts. pas h-1 uts tuh galaaaaaaaaaauuu aja. dari yang tadinya "52.22.134" jadi "53.22.062":')

oh iya, tanggal 11-13 oktober kemaren kelas 9 abis AMT loh. itu seruuuuuu aja atau banget? pokoknya ga kalah sama invita yah walaupun gue kangen invita, itu ngangenin banget.. disana tuh ke-solid-an LaForzaDegalavi kerasa banget gitudeh. kita berenang bareng, dimarahin bareng, main bareng? shalat bareng berjamaah. teriak teriak histeris pas ada raditya dika sama herjunot ali bareng. makannya juga bareng.. coba gitu yaa 2 malem 3 hari, jangan 2 hari 1 malem doaang

terus pas malem malem, kita dikumpulin gt deh di sebuah ruangan. gurunya pada marah marah karena......kita telat terus. gak respect each other:( blablablabla akhirnya gurunya udah gak marah marah lagideh. abis itu bu kris kayak bikin renungan gitu, tiba tiba bu kris bilang "waktu kamu belajar di labschool tinggal 5 bulan lagi nak." spontan gue langsung nangis&gabisa berhenti sampe acaranya selesai. pas nyampe cottage, barudeh gue berenti nangis wkwkw-_- ya lagian, tinggal 5 bulan lagi breeh 5 bulan lagi!! sampe sekarang aja gue masih suka gaalau kalo bayangin tinggal 5 bulan lagi bareng LaForzaDegalavi........yaampun. yaudah laah segitu aja duluu btw ini foto fotonya. dadaaa

day 1: herjunot ali<3

day 2: sampe di villa aquarius orange

day 2: mau makan malem

day 3: LZDG berenang bareng!!!!{}

"Meskipun kadang dapat fakta yang pahit dan bikin galau, seorang secret admirer nggak pernah kapok ngelakuin itu semua. Tapi, apa benar perasaan bisa dipendam selamanya…?"

-Landakgaul

The Perks of Being A Wallflower

standing on the fringes of life... offers a unique perspective. But there comes a time to see what it looks like from the dance floor.

This haunting novel about the dilemma of passivity vs. passion marks the stunning debut of a provocative new voice in contemporary fiction: The Perks Of Being A WALLFLOWER

This is the story of what it's like to grow up in high school. More intimate than a diary, Charlie's letters are singular and unique, hilarious and devastating. We may not know where he lives. We may not know to whom he is writing. All we know is the world he shares. Caught between trying to live his life and trying to run from it puts him on a strange course through uncharted territory. The world of first dates and

mixed tapes, family dramas and new friends. The world of sex, drugs, and The Rocky Horror Picture Show, when all one requires is that perfect song on that perfect drive to feel infinite.
Through Charlie, Stephen Chbosky has created a deeply affecting coming-of-age story, powerful novel that will spirit you back to those wild and poignant roller coaster days known as growingup.